Awareness is vast, undivided, all-encompassing. It knows no differences nor speciality, but rather it is the canvas to all life. This may sound abstract but I had an experience of it during my near-death . Returning to ‘health’ by contrast, feels confined, limited, small. My quest is to return to that expansive, blissful state. This blog is my attempt to communicate my experiments with awareness. What makes me qualified to write about this- nothing really. It is more an inner need. I am no one special, because all are made from the same fabric of awareness. I am a writer of fiction, but here I want to explore the raw truth. I had a deep and intense near-death, but here I want to question life. I believe one should question everything. Whatever does not stand up to scrutiny is fake. What remains if the unadulterated truth. Since the purpose of my blog is to clarify my own thinking, I refrain from using ‘technical words’. Nor will I quote other thinkers because that becomes about what I have read, not experienced.
All of my life I have searched for truth, beauty and meaning. And now, faced with my own mortality, that search has intensified to a point I want to speak about it. It is a journey one does all alone, but my hope is that I may connect with other souls on the same path. I believe all experiences have some merit if we can learn from them. I have an interest in physical health through exercise, nutrition, massage and medicine, but also I think emotional and psychic health needs the same attention. Through intelligent reflection, a careful, objective investigation of events, places, relationships, it might just be possible to live better, be better. I am eager to find out.
Please join me with your own insights.
